A few days I posted that my wife was going to call the hospital and just put the balance on the credit card. The hosipital told my wife it would take a couple of days for the charge to go through.
Before we charged the amount I knew 2 things would go through our minds– a) we have charged more then we currently have saved (I am currently about $1,800 short) b) we have $10,600 sitting in a bank account that's will soon be gone.
The little bit of fear was just our subconscious self saying "are you sure you want to do this?" In other words, a gut check. So I took my wife aside, we looked at each other and asked "do we really want to do this?"
Well, the charge hit today. $12,398.26!!! Wow!!! I have a little anxiety over this, but I know that this should be paid off with my pay check on 12/19. Until then, I got a big charge out there and am $1,800 short.
At this point my emotions are out weighing my logic, slightly. I am using this to intensify my focus on the budget and get this last debt paid off.
Much like the end of a marathon, I can see the finish line and I got nothing left. This journey has been both draining and joyous; but at this point, I am not concentrating on that. All I hear is the man in the mirror. "Let's go!!! One foot in front of the other!!! FOCUS ON THE TASK AT HAND!!!"
And that's what I am doing. Blinders on.
Is that the finish line up ahead?
December 5th, 2008 at 07:11 pm
December 5th, 2008 at 07:42 pm 1228506179
Maybe that $1800 shortage will come back to you in the form of a tax refund that might also give you extra $$ for your savings.
BTW, kudos on your debt payoff... it is utterly amazing.
December 5th, 2008 at 07:51 pm 1228506671
I could look at as a shortage coming back to me. But unfortuantely this debt will end with 2008
And thanks for the encouragement
December 5th, 2008 at 08:27 pm 1228508854
December 5th, 2008 at 08:53 pm 1228510436
Well, I've been saving for this day since August.
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December 6th, 2008 at 06:53 pm 1228589635
Your debt pay-off has been amazing !! Congrats !!
December 10th, 2008 at 10:26 pm 1228947996
You're doing great and an inspiration to many of us.